Him

He makes me smile,
He makes me laugh,
Its like we're one.
But I hide a secret,
That will harm him,
It causes me pain.
I think I love him,
I think I've finally found "the one".
Alas... I have another.
Trapped... Trapped...
I fear to break free.
The tole of a life hangs on my shoulders.
I have to stay!
Forever trapped...
FOREVER...

Party

Boom...Boom...
My heart beats,
Faster and faster as he approaches.
Cool and Smooth,
He sweet talks me.
Boom... Boom...
I melt like ice cream in the sun.
The music is booming,
But I can't hear it over the sound of my beating heart.
I see myself beside him,
I being in a white dress,
He in a tux.
A blond woman walks up to his side.
She tugs on his arm,
protective.
I see it now... I see it now...
My heart shatters.
He gives me a sad look as he is dragged away.
I turn,
I can't face him,
Not now.
I leave,
Disappointed.